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too much information to take in.....

loads of stuff need to hv a real think about it, wat i want for, hope for .....

sch stuff to get cracking on it...

yes it was great to be back to uk, as there are less i need to worry about it......but this time when i escape from this... i juz feel sick of them, i du want to hv this feeling anymore ... as i feel like i hv been lying n not being honest to them. is me to make this suitation worse than before at least half of them.... not telling them....

hofully i still know wat i m doing when facing those question again....